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✖20.7.09--
D: I deleted msn and deactivated facebook.T_____T;;
Even though there's only 1 person I talk on there that I can't talk to in real life or text. (If you are reading this I demand an email xD)
D: STILL!
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I ate too much candy today and got sick.
T_T;;
=( Stupid school.
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✖13.7.09--
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;D Fuck yeah love!~
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Dear a particular person,
sorry for swearing.
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I have... this great belief in the truth.
I guess I'm a little wreckless with it.
No. That's a lie.
I'm full of wreck.
I'm wreckful.
But I really believe in telling people the truth.
In perfect knowledge.
In perfect itself.
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I guess it gets me a little overhopeful.
That someone else, will say the perfect words for the moment,
but in the billions of combinations of structurally correct english sentences under 20 words.
The ones you are looking for, are improbable.
So it's not fair to test you, to put you in the situation, and it's just asking for dissapointment and letdown and it's not fair to blame you, for what I want.
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And I think I know that you were really trying to say I'm not good enough, and that's ok. But like I said. I'm a believer in the truth, I keep my promises and I hope for the best.
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So I wish you were here.
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Actual blog post coming soon. One with photos and Dodoban and all that jazz. ;D
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I wanted to tell you these things. But I'm a coward.
(But I hope you read it anyway)
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✖7.7.09--
Lachlan showed me something very cool relating to a song by Neutral Milk Hotel today.You know when you're alone and nostalgic and just a little high, and you're sitting in your own little corner of the world and no one else exists, or at least in your mind they don't, and this song comes on and it's so beautiful that a tiny tear rolls down your cheek and you don't even notice it, and for that one second that tear and that song are the only thing in this world that are beautiful, and then all of a sudden you're bawling and screaming and punching walls because you just can't hold it in any longer and you're yelling everything bad that's ever happened to you to the air because there's no one there to listen for you, so you just pretend, and you really wish you had someone to hold you and tell you that everything will be alright and you're just having a rough time, but there's no one, so you hold yourself and sit with your legs crossed just holding yourself and thinking, and crying silent tears, because you don't want anything to hear you crying and walk over and see if you're okay, because just for this 5 minutes you need to be not okay, and you need to let your thoughts and anger and everything spill across the floor, and then the song ends and everything is okay.
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The wireless internet is good as I can sit anywhere I want now.
But it's kind of bad considering that sometimes things don't load and I have to press refresh alot. =_=
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Things changed, and I'm not entirely sure what.
But I know that it's not for the better,
and I kind of want to know what's wrong.
So we can diagnose the problem,
and cut apart what it is now,
pull away all the pieces that we don't like, or we don't need,
and fix it.
(Cos the big picture, the entirety of it, I miss it)
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✖6.7.09--
I have a thing for haiku's recently, after reading Tyler Knott's very cute ones.I have decided to write ridiculous ones.
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For Daniel--
Poofhead you are them,
Shining ray of light in my
Poofy universe.
For Thomas--
Your maths is sexy,
Your mind is beautiful babe,
Lets have maths babies.
(From Paige)
For Jack--
Dear cheshire cat,
Our host club is better,
Do not bite me please.
For Alice--
Dear Alice Upcher,
I herd u li-ek mudkipz,
gotta catch em all.
For Jusung--
Juju jellybean,
The arctic fox looks quite warm,
You are moisessed.
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✖5.7.09--
You don't seem to say goodbye to me.No "cya" or "talk to you later"
Not from you.
And maybe it's cos I'm so consumed in my dreams.
That I'm hoping that you don't say your pleasantries.
Because you never really wanted to say goodbye to me.
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✖3.7.09--
Not for one moment did I ever expect to be on par with you.You are, by far better than me.
So please by all means, continue to be extraordinary.
But don't expect me to be ok with being not good enough for you.
Second rate.
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"but I don't want to waste any more of my life without you in it" - Garden State
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I need to toughen up again. Instead of being so pathetic and soft.
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✖1.7.09--
When you see a girl skipping along carrying nothing.And the guy lugging behind carrying two backpacks.
=_=
Or people that slam doors in your face after they walk through.
Maybe I'm the only one stupid enough to hold doors open for ages until everyone walks through. ._.
D:
"The softness we stole was never about love"
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✖30.6.09--
xD Awesome thing I found.---
1. VOMERONASAL ORGAN (VNO), or Jacobson’s organ: a tiny hole on each side of the nasal bridge that is considered to be connected to nonfunctional chemical receptors. Could be all that is left from our once great ability to detect pheromones.
2. EXTRINSIC EAR MUSCLES: These three muscles most likely made it possible for our ancestors to move their ears independently of their heads, as rabbits and dogs do. We still have them, which is why most people can learn to wiggle their ears.
3. WISDOM TEETH: Early humans had to chew a lot of plants to get enough calories to survive, making another row of molars helpful, but unless you chew a lot of branches, these will eventually come out in a painful procedure. Only about 5 percent of the population has a healthy set of these third molars.
4. NECK RIB: A set of cervical ribs—possibly leftovers from the age of reptiles, still appear in less than 1 percent of the population. They often cause nerve and artery problems.
5. THIRD EYELID: A common ancestor of birds and mammals may have had a membrane for protecting the eye and sweeping out debris. Humans retain only a tiny fold in the inner corner of the eye, exactly there where you always catch a spec of dust or debris.
6. DARWIN’S POINT: A small folded point of skin toward the top of each ear is occasionally found in modern humans. It may be a remnant of a larger shape that helped focus distant sounds.
7. SUBCLAVIUS MUSCLE: This small muscle stretching under the shoulder from the first rib to the collarbone would be useful if humans still walked on all fours. Some people have one, some have none, and a few have two.
8. PALMARIS MUSCLE: This long, narrow muscle runs from the elbow to the wrist and is missing in 11 percent of modern humans. It may once have been important for hanging and climbing. Surgeons harvest it for reconstructive surgery.
9. MALE NIPPLES: Lactiferous ducts form well before testosterone causes sex differentiation in a fetus. Men have mammary tissue that can be stimulated to produce milk. This just makes me angry; I’ve been spending a fortune on milk all these years! I’ll have to test this tomorrow with my Special K.
10. ERECTOR PILI: Bundles of smooth muscle fibers allow animals to puff up their fur for insulation or to intimidate others. Humans retain this ability (goose bumps are the indicator) but have obviously lost most of the fur.
11. APPENDIX: This narrow, muscular tube attached to the large intestine served as a special area to digest cellulose when the human diet consisted more of plant matter than animal protein. It also produces some white blood cells. Annually, more than 300,000 Americans have an appendectomy.
12. BODY HAIR: Brows help keep sweat from the eyes, and male facial hair may play a role in sexual selection, but apparently most of the hair left on the human body serves no function.
13. THIRTEENTH RIB: Our closest cousins, chimpanzees and gorillas, have an extra set of ribs. Most of us have 12, but 8 percent of adults have the extras.
14. PLANTARIS MUSCLE: Often mistaken for a nerve by freshman medical students, the muscle was useful to other primates for grasping with their feet. It has disappeared altogether in 9 percent of the population.
15. MALE UTERUS: A remnant of an undeveloped female reproductive organ hangs off the male prostate gland.
16. FIFTH TOE: Lesser apes use all their toes for grasping or clinging to branches. Humans need mainly the big toe for balance while walking upright, the other four are for holding when you slam them on a coffee table at night!
17. FEMALE VAS DEFERENS: What might become sperm ducts in males become the epoophoron in females, a cluster of useless dead-end tubules near the ovaries.
18. PYRAMIDALIS MUSCLE: More than 20 percent of us lack this tiny, triangular pouch-like muscle that attaches to the pubic bone. It may be a relic from pouched marsupials.
19. COCCYX: These fused vertebrae are all that’s left of the tail that most mammals still use for balance and communication. Our hominid ancestors lost the need for a tail before they began walking upright. All they’re good for now is give us painful falls on the butt.
20. PARANASAL SINUSES: The nasal sinuses of our early ancestors may have been lined with odor receptors that gave a heightened sense of smell, which aided survival. No one knows why we retain these perhaps troublesome mucus-lined cavities, except to make the head lighter and to warm and moisten the air we breathe.
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